命中注定我愛你

This is a nice show that i am catching on youtube every week.. i really like the show but so far, i havent got the guts to re-watch it cos some parts really twist my heart.... hence i have been re-watching my favourite favourite show 花样少男少女again instead. I get to see my favourite female artist - ella + one of my favourite male artist - Wu Chun everyday this way...

I think i really should live in taiwan instead. I love their entertainment industry including the variety show and serials. I have this thought before, and would still like to do this... if one day, if i am still relative young, without a family of my own (= no husband, no kids), and i find out that i have an incurable disease, i will fly to Taiwan and beg HIM to hire me so that i can be near to my favourite artists (those 2 that i mention above).

I know that this is a strange thought, but it is really something that i would like to do ... something that i dont have the guts to do if i am not going to die soon.

Conclusion: I really have no guts now otherwise i will be quitting my job and go live in taiwan now.

First time

Hmm... i am starting this blog as i was encouraged to do so by Ms K and Mr T. I think it will be a good channel for me to express my thoughts - mostly sad ones i think... My life is not too interesting, u see. The part that is different from the norm is something that i cannot share with everyone, and it should remain as a rotten memory in a few persons' mind. But this memory is coming back quite rigoriously recently and its painful. So painful that i had to force myself to continue working instead of hiding in a corner to cry all day on one of the Mondays. I think the effect of this memory is still bringing me down, which i hate. i hope i can once again make myself forget about it again.

Am trying to keep myself busy so that i have less time to think. But becos of this, there's are things that i SHOULD be thinking of but i simply chalk it aside cos i dont want to have time to think about anything at all.