612星球

A new song from SHE that i really like a lot recently.... 我会幸福吗? 在什麽时候...

满园玫瑰我以为找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错望着天空
爱是风活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦
一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有

想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我擦干眼泪
一个人漂流在这宇宙

小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗
在什麽时候

Wedding bells are ringing....

Recently i have been attending quite a number of weddings. One in Sept (my JC friend), one in Oct (my Pri school friend), and in Nov, will be my UOB friend wedding. All these friends are of the same age as me, and the first 2 are guys! Shouldnt guys get married later?! Anyway, the point is, i am constantly reminded that i am still very single.

I am generally not very confident of myself, and the fact that i am still single does make it worse. There must be something wrong about me. Other than being fat, are there other bad things about me? This is a constant thought recently, and i feel miserable as i slip in self-pity. Everyday i try to make sure that i am very tired before i attempt to sleep so that i will not have the chance to slip into deep thoughts on why i need to pity myself.

I need to do something soon. 27 turning 28 soooooooon.... 2009 is just around the corner...