Wow... Nov seem to be flying by.... There have been many ups and downs this month...

I had a panic attack on one of the Mondays and decided to work from home. I think my home gives me a lot of peace as compared to the office. I am glad that Ms A is still my boss as i could openly let her know my thoughts, but i think i really scared her with my crying man. This was the DOWN part of the day.

I am glad there's a UP part that day. My cousin managed to get me the tickets to the YES933 private party for Fahrenheit and i went with Ms L. I had fun at the party although we were just sitting on the floor seeing them talk and play games.

Overall this month i feel very sianz with work because Ms A is leaving and i feel very alone with all the work piling on me. I am glad Mr F is around and i can see that he is trying to help me out. Thanks Mr F!

This Fri we went to Ms A's farewell party after the PFS party. We had our karaoke session @ Liang Court, and there was a competition - everyone has to sing 1 non-english/chinese song. I won the 4th position! And since it was a popularity competition rather than singing competition, i am glad i am relatively popular... hahaha. And as Ms A wanted to see me drunk, i went da-ing and i think i drank like 5 glasses of Volka Ribena before i realised that i was drunk. That's when i started to cry, laugh plus i pinched Ms V's cheeks, threw tissues at Mr F, slept on Ms V's lap, hugged Ms A. I think i really scared my new boss Ms AC man.. hahaha... In the end, Ms V and Ms A sent me home. And i really it really sucks to be drunk. After sleeping a while, i woke up and felt terrible. Hugged the basin and vomited! I felt terrible! The next morning, i forced myself to go to the Jap class but only lasted an hour before i decided to head home. Slept till 3+ then rest a while and i forced myself to attend the wedding....

Now....? I am trying to do my office work but the P drive is not working. If it continue this way, i am going to call our ITO again! I need to work!