Recently i have been attending quite a number of weddings. One in Sept (my JC friend), one in Oct (my Pri school friend), and in Nov, will be my UOB friend wedding. All these friends are of the same age as me, and the first 2 are guys! Shouldnt guys get married later?! Anyway, the point is, i am constantly reminded that i am still very single.
I am generally not very confident of myself, and the fact that i am still single does make it worse. There must be something wrong about me. Other than being fat, are there other bad things about me? This is a constant thought recently, and i feel miserable as i slip in self-pity. Everyday i try to make sure that i am very tired before i attempt to sleep so that i will not have the chance to slip into deep thoughts on why i need to pity myself.
I need to do something soon. 27 turning 28 soooooooon.... 2009 is just around the corner...
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