I really feel very down... By right, i should feel rejuvenated after my 8N Japan trip but this only lasted 1 day after i went back to work. Other than being sick for one whole week, i had to do all the work that never seem to end. I really feel alone and overloaded. At the same time, i feel that i am incapable. Why is everyone around looking fine except me? Why do i feel like i am drowning and why do keep finding things that i could have done better? WHY?!
I really running low on energy and wonder why i must live this kind of life. This kind of stressful life. Is the $ worth it? I seem to have lost the time when i can just sit around to watch tv... every night, i seem to be working shift 2 at home no matter what time i come home. I am tired.
Today i will devote myself to work again, but tomorrow, i MUST not touch work. I shall devote my time to my Japanese language revision. I hope i can do it. Now is 3 Jan (sat) 2pm, there's 12 hours to 2am. Thats the time i have today to do all the work. Jiayou to myself.
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